she has got a new guy.
left the 7 years memory behind.
i saw the picture, she looks so sweet.
what can i do, just wish everything will be ok.


for a long time, i don't do should i just let it go.
but now, i think it's gone to the end. everything has done,nobody cares what has happened.

perhaps i should just accept the girl.
she has wait for me for 3 years.
perhaps she is the right one.

perhaps the 7 years time, is just a mistake.

i can't read or code any program any more.
i hate this, it's sooooooooooooo suck.

for this aimless project. i can't get any fun from it.
just wait for the end.
i don't think i can hold the line.

listened this song again.

for things have been so long.
for people still so forgotten.
nobody remember what has happened.
nobody knows, nobody care.

perhaps everyone has gone.
perhaps they are just seeing, waiting for the result. and then make it a story, talking about and left it with the time.

just some ashes of the life,
just some colors in the past,
nobody cares, so just hide it in your smile, in your soul.

nothing left, just the memory.

just the words:

are u really here?
or am i dreaming?
i can't tell dreams form truth

for it's been so long
since i have seen you
i can hardly remember your face anymore

when i get really lonely
and the distance call is only silence
i think of your smiling
with pride in your eyes a lover that sighs

if u want me
satisfy me




are u really sure?
do u believe me?
when the others say i lie?
i wanner if you could
ever despise me
when you know i really try
to be a better one,
to satisfy you.
for you're everything to me

and i do
what you ask me
if you let me be free

when things going on.
i thought everything will flow.
but...when i close my eyes, her voice, her face, her simle.
it's really sick.

no matter what i do,just can't forget her.

just wanner to pass this. don't know what to do.

wish everything will be ok.

sorry for my english.